Trisha Paytas

“I have always been attracted to gay guys so I always thought I am gay man.”

“I'd rather look good dead and tanned, than pale and alive.”

“I'm a huge fan of Andy Kaufman. He made his living just being all sorts of characters, and nobody really knowing who the real Andy Kaufman is. And in a sense, I don't think any of you know who the real Trisha Paytas is either.”

“You can be any gender you choose on any given day.”

“I grew up thinking 'The Hills' was real life and it made me feel terrible about my own. Like, why wasn't I perfect and pretty like them?”

“Being a call girl made me more confident.”

“I'm in the modeling industry so I have to look good all the time.”

“I could do a video doing my makeup or vlogging my day with friends, and I know half of my comments section will be about my weight.”

“I was born female, but even from a young age I had a hormonal imbalance where I knew I wasn't female.”

“I never thought I would find someone who wouldn't leave me and talk back to me and judge me for being crazy.”

“Do I think I'm transgender? Yes, 1000 percent! Do I identify as my natural born gender? 1000 percent!”

“Yeah, James Charles is narcissistic and sociopathic.”

“I literally have zero friends. So I like people to adore me, but I never had a talent that made people adore me.”

“I don't just want, like, a house you can walk up to.”

“I just wanted to be famous. That's why I did reality shows, and that's why YouTube was so perfect.”

“I just want people to know me and to love me, because I have no love.”

“I've met so many people in person who watch my videos, and the best thing I hear is when they say, 'I love you just for being you.'”

“I don't like to be center of attention, except for when I want to be the center of attention.”

“I just like to be real and just express real emotions and talk about real life.”

“I can't apologize for who I am and how I feel and it sucks that we live in this world and I'm just not allowed to identify as a man because of how I look.”