A biography for Ranata Suzukihasn’t been written yet.
“I think perhaps I will always hold a candle for you – even until it burns my hand.And when the light has long since gone …. I will be there in the darkness holding what remains, quite simply because I cannot let go.”
“You can miss places. You can miss people.Just know that what you’re really missing is the way things were. And even if you could go there again…. see them again…. you can’t go back.They’re not the same.You’re not the same.The loss of them changed you.”
“My heart’s been empty since you left - but still I refuse to put up a vacancy sign.I’m just not ready for anybody else to move in yet.”
“Today is just another day of trying to get by without you.”
“The last time I felt alive – I was looking into your eyes.Breathing your air…. touching your skin…… Saying goodbye….The last time I felt alive…. I was dying.”
“I've never been the most important person to anybody - not even myself.”
“How I wish I could undo it all … take it all back…All those years I spent unhappy with him …. when I should have been looking for you.”
“Deep down, I think everybody wants to be ‘the one’ to someone. I don’t know if I’ve ever been that person to anyone else – but I do know you are that person to me. You are the one. The only one. And you always will be.”
“I've never been the most important thing to anybody - not even myself.”
“I don’t think you ever really understood….…. All the love I had in the world went to you.”
“I miss that feeling of connection.Knowing he was out there somewhere thinking about me at the same time I was thinking about him.”
“It is the deepest of wrongs I am driven to write…. And losing you was one of them.”
“He looked at me like I was the stars when all I’d ever felt like was the dark nothingness between them.”
“I didn’t love you to seek revenge.I didn’t love you out of loneliness or unhappiness.I didn’t love you for any of the misguided reasons that time might convince you I did.I just loved you because you’re you.”
“It’s difficult for me to imagine the rest of my life without you. But I suppose I don’t have to imagine it... I just have to live it”
“You’re everything to me. But at best, I’m just a memory to you.”
“Though life has fated that we never cross paths again, don’t ever feel alone. For we are parallel …. and I will always be by your side.”
“…the sad part is, that I will probably end up loving you without you for much longer than I loved you when I knew you.Some people might find that strange.But the truth of it is that the amount of love you feel for someone and the impact they have on you as a person, is in no way relative to the amount of time you have known them.”
“It hurts that I was just one page in the book of your life…But what hurts more is knowing you’ll revise that chapter someday….….. and you’ll erase me completely.”
“Your smile and your laughter lit my whole world.”